freak show

too weak to leave, no
too weak to say no

i look and i watch you
i cant look away

and you know it
as you play your games

tangled in you
caught by your words

your gaze cuts right through me
straight to my core

you know me
and i hate you

who are you
you are nothing to me

but you fill my mind
fill my head

whether i like it or not
i cannot cut you out of me

embedded too deep
like a wound that never heals

i am changed by you
and there is no looking back

just a fight
to make my heart my own