some sort of closure

why yes you have taught me well
all your lessons

burned into my mind
you have taught me how to leave you

how to never forgive
never forget

how to not believe promises made
to doubt my own heart

to doubt the love
that waits patiently for me

i know you too well
too well to be your friend

too well for you
to love me anymore

i keep your secrets
here in my heart

was i good
did you enjoy it

ruining me
taking my life away from me

what i have left now
a world seen though pain tinted lenses