hanging my wishes

i wanted it
more than anything
i ever wanted

those memories, so crystal
i have forced them to fade

watched the edges dull
the colors bleed

i dont want to remember
i dont want to know

the could have beens
the should have been

i clean the slate
so i can endure

and make something of today
instead of waiting on a yesterday

ive pushed my dreams aside
the ones that burned so bright
the ones that made me soar

feet on the ground
i stopped believing

i killed that spark
before it killed me

ive erased the shape of you
from my memory