- hate to sleep alone
- August 19, 2009
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i dont want you
to see me weak
i dont want you
to know this side of me
this needy girl
i am not her
but she is there
inside me
and she claws her way out
from time to time
i wish i could be quiet
and just wait her out
but it never works
unable to eat, to sleep
until i let her out
the self-defeating prophecy
its always the same
i wish i could be strong
i wish my strength
wasn't taken from me