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hate to sleep alone




i dont want you
to see me weak

i dont want you
to know this side of me

this needy girl
i am not her

but she is there
inside me

and she claws her way out
from time to time

i wish i could be quiet
and just wait her out

but it never works
unable to eat, to sleep

until i let her out
the self-defeating prophecy

its always the same
i wish i could be strong

i wish my strength
wasn't taken from me