without you the partys over

i hate the dark love you gave to me

you carved your way deep into this heart of mine

so raw, delicate and tender

my shattered pieces, you found them all

showed me their beauty, let them sparkle in your sun

just to leave me sad and grey

i still miss you

but even my silence is more than you deserve

your weakness keeps you from me

i turn a blind eye, pushing you out of my head, my heart

for i am the master of self-deception

too much pain and i simply go numb