silent scream

im not the girl you knew

the one who bled her pain into you

the one who was your queen

for you have taught me

hardness is a virtue

misery is good company

i rebuilt my barricades

the ones you tore down with your words

the ones you told me i was beautiful without

empty days drain into wasted nights

i dont think of you, i dont think at all

and all my dreams have died