i hate you so much right now

if i could turn my skin inside out

show you what you've made me become

the black decay, the curdled blood

a hollow shell, dry and numb

for everything you ever gave to me

you have taken back and more

i cannot, will not, forgive you

for slamming my fragile heart upon the floor

im sorry for your discomfort

im sorry that i made you feel

but you never were worth crying for

i know this much is real