these sheets without you

i know ive told you a thousand times

but the nights really are unbearable

i close my eyes, all i see is you

your hair, your skin, your eyes

when i turn on my back

you are on top of me

when i turn on my stomach

you are behind me

when i do get a few moments sleep

i wake up in a hot sweat

mind blurry, not sure where i am

but i know you arent here