not that kind

im not that kind of girl
the one you read about
the one youve seen before
the one you know inside and out

i wont covet or chase you
or sing your praises to the crowds
i will worship you in silence
just between you and me and the clouds

because when i am your girl
and you become my boy
for no one else will understand us
and the things that give us joy

so i will love you in the darkness
in the spaces in between
because the way that i will love you
will never be routine