far from home

if i could bend myself
turn into something more

if i could see myself
the way you see me

maybe then id be stronger
more than i am today

my complacency has left me numb
my dreams dark shadows on the horizon

and im so far from where i should be
i want to reach for you

trade my dead dreams in
for a new fresh hope

but making something from nothing
feels like a losing game

so i choose to focus on the road ahead
and who i need to be tomorrow